The past weekend and the beginning of the week were SO GOOD! I finished Oblique!!! And I really like it – a lot! It’s big, and will fit me perfectly for the rest of the pregnancy but I think it will look even better when I don’t have a huge belly – when it can really drape over me and be a big blanket sweater. I still need to block it (really just the button bands and collar) and it doesn’t have buttons yet, but I wore it Sunday to my nephew’s birthday party and everyone loved it. G, of course, thinks it’s the greatest thing I’ve ever knit, but he says that about all my finished knits. Hopefully if blocking and the weather cooperates I’ll have FO pictures for you this weekend.
Then I had a stash sale and (almost) everything sold! YAY! Thank you all so much. If you paid me, your fiber is in the mail. Also, if you said you wanted a lot (I’m specifically thinking of Lots 3 and 4), I’ve sent you a bunch of emails and you haven’t responded. Please do so ASAP. There are other people that are interested in the fiber and honestly, I want it out of my house. Now. Thank you!
And no, I didn’t get rid of all my fiber and I have no intention of getting rid of my wheel. I truly miss spinning. Really really. I just don’t have the energy or the time right now.
Speaking of which – the two projects I alluded to this past week are on hold for the time being. But I want to be knitting DESPERATELY. And I’d love to make another sweater for myself. Which is just completely impractical. But then I get scared that the baby will come and I won’t be able to knit for myself anymore. Or at least anything BIG.
What else? Oh yeah. We had an OB appt on Monday and everything looks fantastic. Baby’s head down and they don’t think they’ll be any flipping going on. In fact, I had to tell the doc where he’d find the heartbeat. I bought G a $20 fetoscope for Xmas and I can find the heartbeat pretty easily most times I check (which isn’t that often.) It’s fun and the baby’s heartbeat is ALWAYS lower left under my belly button. The doc was looking upper right and I was like DUDE this is where it is and he checked his spot and nothing, then he checked my spot and VOILA! He said – I should always listen to the moms. Damn straight! We also had our “chat” with the doctor (I had a list and everything and didn’t get nervous at all!) and Georgie and I are satisfied that they’ll be on board with what we want.
I set up an interview appointment with a pediatrician (am I the only one that got weirded out when they asked me the baby’s last name? You mean this thing inside me is REAL?!) and I called the local police department to find out about car seat installation (did you know that MOST car seats are installed incorrectly? Scary stuff!). Oh and I bought the baby’s coming home outfit. All red. Just like I wanted. (Don’t worry – it’s being sent to my sister’s house – there will NOT be baby stuff in my house until there’s a baby.)
So I was feeling good! Great! Then yesterday I felt sick all day and we had our childbirth class last night and got to watch “the film” and then take the hospital tour. The film rattled me a bit and the tour was a little disappointing and suddenly I’m all freaked out about giving birth again. Just when I was feeling positive about the whole thing. I think it has more to do with the fact that I’m getting increasingly uncomfortable. My ribs hurt. I need new bras AGAIN. (Although I’m worried it’s a bit early for nursing bras.) The indigestion is out of control. I’m tired – I do something physical for fifteen minutes and I have to rest for half an hour. I wake up every morning and my hands are so stiff it hurts to bend my fingers. I’m hungry, but I don’t want to eat anything. Even dry toast comes back to haunt me.
My house is STILL a disaster. Time is ticking on.
I’m really okay – just overwhelmed a bit. Which I’ve decided I’m totally allowed to be. There are 53 days until my due date.